Been so long.....
Everyone has had ones they know die or come close to it... I almost lost a someone I think as family just a month ago from heart attack.. Had great knews they lived, but I also suffer from a heart problem which I had just overcame this past year .... now come to find I may have another, well actually, I do have one they are just not sure if it is what they think but still pretty serious... In that time I found it really does matter what you are doing, who you are talking to and how you treat everyone and everything.... You only get this life, do it right. If you think your secrets or things you are doing which are not kosher or clean or ethical, will not come to light, you are sadly misguided and soon to be transparent. Quit and rethink and make the changes... to get caught with your pants down in life after your dead will be the sounding board on who you are...